The best way to "live free ride free" is to invite Jesus into your heart. He is "the way and the truth and the life" and no one comes to the Father but through Him (John 14:6). "When you know the truth the truth will set you free!" Do you want to be really free? Do you want a place to dump all your hurts, heartaches and miserable baggage? Go to Jesus in prayer, ask him into your heart and to forgive you your sins. He will carry your burdens and you should think of them no more. Begin that relationship that will never let you down. Get yourself a Bible and go to the Gospel of John and just soak it in. Its only about 30 pages. Then find a simple "Bible Church" and do a visit next Sunday. "Seek and you shall find." You will get out of it whatever you put into it. For me, if I'm going to be addicted to something I want it to be Jesus!